As soon as I start thinking things are turning a bit towards the positive side, I get knocked back a few, or a lot. It is as if things and people around me just keep going and moving and I am used as a stepping stone. Life in general feels like I am breathing and I am 'here' but that is about that for me.
Why is it that other people are always ahead in this game? At work they do the bare minimum and always get the better options or the better duties. Why is it that I work my ass off and get nowhere? The worst of all is the attitude I get back. The look-at-me I win again. I am so very unhappy in my job. What would it be like to just get a Well Done once in a while? To be asked for an opinion? Not to be taken for granted?
But when the shit hits the fan I am the one that is the "senior" person. The one that takes the hit?
I am so very unhappy!
Why is it that other people are always ahead in this game? At work they do the bare minimum and always get the better options or the better duties. Why is it that I work my ass off and get nowhere? The worst of all is the attitude I get back. The look-at-me I win again. I am so very unhappy in my job. What would it be like to just get a Well Done once in a while? To be asked for an opinion? Not to be taken for granted?
But when the shit hits the fan I am the one that is the "senior" person. The one that takes the hit?
I am so very unhappy!
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