So...

Why is it that the last hour of a work day, can drag on and on? I'm tired, really tired, but trying to sleep at night, is impossible. Yes, its a mind thing, but I can't seem to get it right.

Maybe its because a lot of things are happening at the same time? Things I always hoped, can stay the way they were. We try to do what's best for the people we care for, but we end up pleasing only one party. And its not pleasing either, its sad and it hurts.

All we can do is support, support with love and care. Saying the right things at the right time. And trying not to hurt, with actions or words. The feeling of 'falling apart' is there the whole time, but we must and want to be there, always.

Is it not enough that a person's body aches most of the time? Now along with that your heart hurts.

So.... there are no answers in my head today, maybe tomorrow?


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