Again

I'm soo sore!

And tired....


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Grateful and Thankful

These are two words that I don't use often enough. Especially the last few months. Its been hard with the RA, jip, I've been diagnosed with a severe case of Rheumatoid Arthritis. I've been carrying on about all the different levels of pain in my body, but I must say that the times I blogged about this, it felt like it was killing me slowly.

BUT...

I am grateful and thankful that I know now how to cope with it. What to do when I wanna die of the pain. Yes, there are days when I don't understand why it's happening. I want to say thank you to our Lord for helping me with this!

My family is good and healthy. My Oupa's check-up went well, my sister and her son is well, my Mom needs some support and help, to learn how to forgive and forget...but overall, I'm thankful and grateful that they are well and happy!

My BFF made a few decisions that is making her happy, and her test results was perfect. She is making plans and enjoying her job, so I'm grateful and thankful for that as well!

My far-away friend is back! I'm so grateful and thankful for that! I missed him, very much. He sounds tired, but happy. I thank God for him! I love our daily chats and the advise he gives me. The days where I feel worried or concerned, I can talk to him. I enjoy his company and I hope our friendship will go from strength to strength...

Then there is Ash's. I love going to the shop every day. Yes, there are slow days, days that I worry I'm not gonna make it. But then God comes and give me a good day! I'm thankful and grateful for the shop! For this new 'job', where I make the decisions, where I don't need anyone's permission to change something or do something.

Lord, thank you! Without You nothing is possible, and with You everything is possible. You show me that every day!

I am grateful and thankful!!


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Funny...

I woke up from an irritating dream. It was about books... That is all I can remember. Urgh, very frustrating!

Now I'm not tired and I can't seem to get back to sleep.

I wonder why I'm feeling like this? Very funny to wake up irritated...

To top it all off, now I have a headache, grrrrrr!

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I like this...

You have three choices in life:
Give in
Give up
Or...
Give it your all!

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Dis sooo seer!

My lyf is so seer, ek wens ek kon verduidelik hoe ek voel? Ek kan skaars beweeg...

Ek is so seer dat dit my wakker maak, my skouer, my voete, my hande!

Ek wil eerlikwaar net op 'n hopie gaan sit en tjank.

Here, asb help?

Dis regtig vreeslik seer.....


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Rain in winter...

It is really cold this morning. Yes, I couldn't sleep again, so at 4am I decided to get up and start the washing. At least I got a few things done...

As soon as my sister is awake I will shower and get ready for Ash's. With the weather being this bad, I don't think I will have a very good day sales wise, but at least I can clean the shop, nicely for a change. And the rain helps to settle all the dust that's caused by the construction!

I truly hope the above mentioned construction will be done by month end, but when you see the amount of work left, there is not much chance for that happening.

My BFF is sick, and I worry about her. Lord, please keep her safe and heal her please?

The good thing is looking good! All I can say is that I have the Lord to thank for that...I truly hope and pray that it will just get better and better, and to have it all back soon...


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'Flare'

Jip, dit is wat ek weer het vanoggend, net great! Dit voel asof elke liewe deel van my bo-lyf pyn.

My skouers, hande is die ergste.

Maar ek sal deur hierdie een kom net soos die ander. Met die hulp van die Here!

Ek is so baie dankbaar vir alles wat die Here vir my doen! Hy is so goed! 'n Bietjie pyn is die moeite werd....

Maar dit sal nice wees as ek dit nie hoef te he nie....

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Can't sleep...

I'm awake, completely awake. I had coffee, did my nails, and the TV don't want to work...

So? What to do with myself at 1am?


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4am...

I was awake at 4am this morning, yes, because of pain in my hands, grrrr. But its been a good morning, got a lot done.

I hope I'm gonna have a good day at the shop, Fridays usually bring more sales.

Something very good happened on Wednesday night (No S, not what you're thinking), I wish I can explain how good it felt! I hope that it is a start? I hope it happens again?

Well, I'm off to take J to school, its his 4th Birthday tomorrow, and I need to go order cake....


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Here asseblief...

Here, U is almagtig, U is in beheer! Dankie dat ek op U kan vertrou!

Here, U weet wat in my hart is...maak asb al hierdie deurmekaar-hartseer-dinge reg?

Amen

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