I dream a lot these past few weeks. Weird dreams, but they can't be called nightmares. They make me feel tired in the mornings and they stay in my mind throughout the day. Why they stay with me, I think, is because I dream of people that played a huge part in my life, the 'people I used to know' list.
I can't say that the dreams make me miss them, or that I want to make contact with them. Or that it makes me sad, angry or wistful. It actually makes me sit and frown at myself, or rather frown upon my thoughts, because it is so weird not having feelings about it. But still, it takes up so much of my 'me time'.
Now I'm tired because of dreams...
I do sleep, but I don't rest? Does that make sense?
So here I am...having a smoke and really hoping not to have dreams when I go to sleep tonight.
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