Friday, December 31, 2010

Fireworks...

Why is it that people just ignore laws?

There is a law in SA that says we are not allowed to do any fireworks in a
residential area!

The people that's doing it tonight?

Can you stop and think for a moment?

Our animals are scared! And because of that they run around in streets and
get killed! Urgh! Think would you!

I hoped...

I was hoping that the pain will be gone this morning, but its not...
It feels like I want to cry everytime I use my arm!

Lord? Pls help me feel better? Pls take away this stupid pain? Please?

Amen!

Thursday, December 30, 2010

2 days to go..

I can't believe it is nearly 2011!

But they say time flies when you are having fun...

This year brought a lot of things my way. I made new friends, lost a truly
awesome friend. I can say that I made a new best friend! Not that I love my
BFF less...hehehe!

There where tears, court cases and some crap.

But most important of all, there where laughter, love and fun!

The prayer in my heart today is that God will bless all the people I love!
That He may keep them safe, make them feel wanted and loved. May they be
happy, may they prosper, may they love deeply and honestly!

Amen

Wednesday, December 29, 2010

Sleep...

I had this 'dream' last night! It was good,really good, but the problem
with this is that I did not sleep...

I would love to crawl onto any flat surface and S.L.E.E.P

They can even keep the pillows!

I'm staying as busy as I can, but the day feels like a week!

Anyone out there that wants to help? Help, so I can stay awake?

Tuesday, December 28, 2010

So...

I overslept, then I realized I'm not going to jump out of bed like a crazy
person, and rush!

So I took my time and having my second cup of coffee...

I realized something this morning! So...

I need to fix it!

Monday, December 27, 2010

My Top 11 for 2011!

My Wish list/To-Do list for 2011:

In no specific order....

1.  Open Ash's
2.  To be fluent in German!  (I started this morning - Siegestanz)
3.  Maybe loose a few kilo's?
4.  To go swimming with Dolphins
5.  Start saving for a boop/tummy/bum lift (yes, all three)
6.  I really want to meet my far-away freund!!!
7.  Be happy!
8.  Get a new tattoo
9.  Cry less, laugh more!
10. Love more!
11. Maybe have a baby?????  (this one is really just a thought!)

Waking up...

I'm working today, yes, I know its a public holiday!

Hopefully we will be done at about midday..

Wish I could stay in bed, the weather is chilly and it looks like rain
again!

To make it even worse to wake up early today? I had a beautiful dream!

Saturday, December 25, 2010

Christmas Day

The day was lazy, hot and very relaxing!

Spent the whole day next to the pool...Heaven after this hectic week at
work!

I received stunning gifts! I will blog those for you a bit later - watch
this space ;)

Today, we celebrated the birth of our Jesus Christ! Remembering that is
what this season is all about...

I miss mein freund !

Friday, December 24, 2010

All I want for Christmas...

It's Christmas! It was a looongg wait.... Hehehehe!

What do I want for Christmas? If Santa gave me a wish or six... Let me tell
you!

- I want love, peace and hope for all the people I love!
- I want the people I love to be happy!
- I want Ash's to be a success
- I want mein far-away friend to come visit
- I want my BFF to find the job she's always dreamed of
- I want health for all the people I love
- I want God to bless us all!

Thursday, December 23, 2010

My Favourite Christmas Song

For all the people I love to bits! These words are so very very true!

The Child is a King
The carollers sing
The old is passed
There's a new beginning

Dreams of Santa
Dream of snow
Fingers numb
Faces aglow

Christmas time
Mistletoe and wine
Children singing Christian rhymes
With logs on the fire
And gifts on the tree
A time to rejoice in all that we see

A time for living
A time for believing
A time for trusting.
Not deceiving
Love and laughter
And joy ever after
Ours for the taking
Just follow the Master

Christmas time
Mistletoe and wine
Children singing Christian rhymes
With logs on the fire
And gifts on the tree
A time to rejoice in all thast we see

A time for giving
A time for getting
A time for forgiving
And for forgetting

Christmas is love
Christmas is peace
A time for hating
And fighting ot seize

Christmas time
Mistletoe and wine
Children singing Christian rhymes
With logs on the fire
And gifts on the tree
A time to rejoice in all thast we see

On the second day of Christmas...

Life is short!

Yes, it is... We postpone things, we wait for things, we cry over things,
and what makes life worth while? To spread love all over!

Christmas is two days away....

And what do I plan for Christmas this year?

To love my family, even tho they drive me nuts sometimes! AND to love mein
freunds! (Yes, they also drive me nuts sometimes!)

Also, it is a time to remember the good things, the bad things and the ugly
things...

But as I go into Christmas 2010 - I am grateful for everything God sent my
way. Yes, we lost, but we gained as well....

Today? Today we've got the opportunity to fix things, to promise new
things, to share things!

And most important of all?

TO LOVE THOSE THINGS THAT MAKES US NUTS!

I love you all, from the bottom of my heart!

X-X-X-SSS!!!

Tuesday, December 21, 2010

On the fourth day of Christmas...

Yes, four days to Christmas....

It was wonderful to sleep 30 minutes longer! I decided to leave later in
the mornings, since the traffic is so much less...

Yesterday I did something stupid! I can really kick myself for that. What
he must think now, I don't know - I truly hope he doesn't think I'm this
crazy, obesessed person!

That's all folks!

Monday, December 20, 2010

Words of the year list

This is really a load of rubbish:

The Vuvuzela joins the list of other words uttered by politicians,
marketeers and fans during the year.

To many a grown up's dismay, another on the list is 'belieber'. And yes,
you guessed it, its someone who is a fan of Justin Bieber!

Other interesting words were, sofalize, the coffice and i-dosing.

You will never guess what these mean!!

Another day...

A lot of random thoughts are running riot in my head this morning!

It is a bit on the chilly side, must be all the rain we had the past week
or so...

I spoke to my aunt yesterday, she and her husband is both financial advisor
people. She also said Ash's is a very good idea! She spoke to me about
taxes, investments etc. So I will go see them in January, when I resigned.

The time is closing in fast! Am I scared - yessss very! But I'm not
changing my mind!

I miss having my BFF here! But as we all know, my sister is a bit selfish
when it comes to time with her little boy! She's working half days this
week - and she wants alone time with him... :(

I was very close to sleeping in this morning, in the mood to phone in, and
say I overslept! But, ja, then I realized I have a few things I need to
finish at work before Friday.

I verlang you my far-away-friend!

That's me for today!

May God bless my family and friends, and may He bring peace, hope and love
to everyone I love!
Amen!

Sunday, December 19, 2010

My BFF!

I wish she could stay here!

My wish for her is all the happiness in the world, and that she will find
what she is looking for! That she will receive an abundance of love, peace
and joy!

Lord, please keep her safe? Please let her be ok and happy?

I wish I could make her loneliness go away? I'm not even sure she is
lonely?

Even tho we fight a lot, I love her dearly! I do, and I hope she knows
that...

Saturday, December 18, 2010

A week before Christmas

I realized that now! Its exactly one week to go...

I want to make it special for two people, it is soo important for me, to
let them have a special day!

Tomorrow is my stepmom's birthday, and like usual I really don't feel like
going! Grrrrr! Wish I could stay home and bake in the sun.

My BFF is going home for a few days, I'm going to miss her dearly! It was
nice having her here every day!

Anyone for coffee?

Friday, December 17, 2010

Thursday, December 16, 2010

Rain..

I can't believe it is still raining! And its not just a drizzle, it is
pouring down!

I really don't like driving in this weather, but I have no other choice,
since I'm working today. Yes, it is a public holiday! So, no questions
asked...

Monday, December 13, 2010

Newspaper's Good news this morning...

I translated this again, so if you see any errors - just move along pls?

C.S. Lewis said:  Joy is the serious business of heaven.  God is really, serious about Joy!

That is why Paul writes in Phil 4, that we must be happy!  His meaning is not that we must walk around with this
stupid grin on our faces, when we are battling with inner fears, worries etc.  Or that we must be ignorant...

Paul is trying to say that we must have joy in the right relationships.  First thing every day we must go get our
piece of joy from God, then we must find the joy in our relationships, if it is in our partners, family or friends.

To find joy in God and the people around us, changes the texture of life.  That's the reason we must live slow enough to make time for relationships that brings us joy!

Phil 4:4-6

By Stephen Joubert



Saturday, December 11, 2010

Changing Brands and sad movies...

There's a new SA afrikaans movie on circuit.. Well, its just plain and simple a sad movie! Yes, boy meets girl, they fall in love, break up, she goes overseas (Switzerland), they make up and live happily ever after...

So its not supposed to be sad, but I cried my eyes out anyway...

Like J will say: because I can.

Then after I started coughing a week ago, I got advise to change my brand, so I'm trying that. But personally I think I need an asthma pump....

Or sinus medication

OR

Sleep....

My BFF bought me another gift, I feel special - don't you just love Bon Jovi's new album, especially: what do you got?

D1 - miss you!


alles gaan uitwerk!

Eks eintlik so...

Wat doen jy as jy weet jy is 'n kak mens?

Dat jy eintlik rondgaan en mense seer maak? Dat jy weet wat hulle sien is jou lelikgeid? En dis al?
Ek dink ek het vandag 'n jaar en 'n bietjie se vriendskap weggegooi en dit sal seker nooit weer werk nie.

My enigste twee ware vriende is dan vandag weg, klaar en niks meer nie.

My intensies was altyd net goed. Dit kan ek met alle eerlikheid se...

Maar ek gaan nie meer seermaak nie, ek gaan nie meer lelik wees nie...

Ek is jammer!

Nou moet ek 'n brug bou ne?

alles gaan uitwerk!

I can't sleep late...

It is 5 o clock and I'm awake - again!

I'm tired! I'm really, really tired. Urgh!

Wish I can sleep for a week...

There's so many things going on in my head, maybe it is that?

Just too much.


alles gaan uitwerk!

Thursday, December 9, 2010

Swinging Christmas

So it was by chance that we went to this church's Christmas festival..

And it was absolutely lovely!

First of all, this church is build like a shopping mall, with small little
shops, restaurants and everything is decorated with fairy lights!

Then the Swingtones Big Band! All I can say is: Great! They did a lot of
Frankie's music and swing, and that made me think about my far-away friend!
He would have loved the whole setup!

Very true...

A real friend is one that walks in, when the rest of the world walks out!


Tuesday, December 7, 2010

BFF...

I saw my BFF tonight, we had some milkshake... (She had chocolate, I had
Lime!)

We disagreed about the bill again, just like we always do! "I'll pay, NO,
I'll pay" The piece of paper get abused, or torn... Most likely both! And
the one that wins, never has enough money in her purse to pay, so you
borrow from each other....

I miss seeing her every day, I do! I wish we could see each other more
during the week, but that is not always possible.

Now, we never stop babbling when we see each other!

I prayed for a BFF like this, for a very long time! You don't pluck them
off trees... They come your way, and they don't spoil or go rotten, they
grow better every day, like a good bottle of red wine!

I think its safe to say that our friendship matured, and, above all else,
we know each other so well!

Will it be grand to spend each day, fighting over bills, men, emotions etc?
YES it will! But life throws us some curve balls, and we must duck or dive,
or run away. But the great thing about a BFF is, that you always meet up
again, make up again - and yes, fight again!

I will not allow circumstances to make any type of scratch in our
friendship! I believe that all these shitty things, that complicate life so
much, is making our friendship stronger!

We can take on the world!

And what will my BFF say? She will say: PPFFTTTT!

I lafsu - always!

(X) - sorry can't ever get the hug thing right!

Werner gave me this....

The woman came from a man's rib, not from his feet to be walked on, not from his head to be superior, but from the side to be equal.  Under the arm to be protected, and next to the heart to be loved!




I feel out of touch!

Things don't feel right...

It feels like I'm here all by myself today. I don't like feeling like this!

It feels like its me on the one end, and the rest of the world on the
other...

Monday, December 6, 2010

Good Evening God!

Its me...

First of all I want to give thanks to You! For my family and friends. That
I have a roof over my head, that I don't have to go sleep hungry tonight!
That I can still dream! And most of all I want to thank You for being our
forgiving, helping, loving God!

Lord, I want to ask you to help us tonight?

Help us realize what is important in life? That everything is possible
through You? With You?

That You will not forsake us? That You can show us the way? That You will
never forget about us?

Lord, please keep my family safe? Lord please keep my friends safe?

Help us, that we can trust in you with all our heart, body, mind and soul?

Amen!

Not much...

I don't have much to blog about this morning!

I feel a bit better, amazing what 8 hours of sleep can do to a person! Its
true what they say: sleep heals!

Its hot and humid! Again! It feels like we stay in a rainforest!

I'm off to work...

Thursday, December 2, 2010

Doesn't feel right!

When I woke up this morning, things felt so different!

The first thought in my head, was, that my BFF is no longer driving with
me, since she resigned yesterday! Urgh! I'm gonna miss her company in the
car!

All thanx to a woman who's life mission is to make things difficult for the
people that work for her!

Hate is a very strong feeling! But I think I'm well on my way, feeling like
that towards her!

But the good thing in all of this is, that God does not sleep! He will look
after my BFF and make sure she will be ok! Amen!

I'm dragging my feet this morning! Have to go back to that place! If all
goes well, and its in God's great plan? I will be out of there by the end
of January...

Maybe I must just borrow the money and get out now? I don't know!

I'm soo tired of this!

Lord? Pls help me to make the right choice?