Asseblief?

Liewe Here, dis ek...

Here asb vat hierdie pyn weg? Asb? Dit is so seer en ek weet nie meer hoe om dit te hanteer nie.

Here, asb ek het U hulp asb nodig?

Ek probeer, maar ek kan nie meer nie!

Amen


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Winter...

I'm sure its way colder than it was last year. Sjoe, its freezing....

It seems I can't wait to get into bed, if its to sleep or not, I just want to warm up and snuggle away from the cold!

I also realized that my RA is worse when its cold, and to think we have this month and next to go..

But, I'm grateful that I have a warm, cozy bed to crawl into. There are so many that don't have that privilege.



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Engel van hart - Juanita du Plessis

'n mens wens vir iemand wat so oor jou oor voel, ne?

Engel van my hart:
Ek wonder wat het ek ooit gedoen om jou te vedien
Het jy dalk my hart deur die oe van die hemel raak gesien
Want nooit in my lewe het ek gedink, dat iemand my so lief kan he soos jy
n Engel gestuur vir my.

Jys die wind hier onder my vlerke, wat my hoog hou, in die lug hou
Jys die vuur wat brand in my sodat ek kan styg.

Met jou krag en sterkte leer jy my om te lewe, jys die rede
Jys die engel van my hart want jy glo in my.

Die kalmte spoel oor my as jy naby my is,
Jou arms bly die hawe waar ek veiling rus
Om elke myl saam met my te loop
Te glo en hoop dat ek my drome kry, dis jy
'n engel gestuur vir my.

Jys die wind hier onder my vlerke, wat my hoog hou, in die lug hou
Jys die vuur wat brand in my sodat ek kan styg.

Met jou krag en sterkte leer jy my om te lewe, jys die rede
Jys die engel van my hart want jy glo in my.


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Tjank...

Ek is so moeg om hierdie beeld voor te hou, dat dit my nie pla nie, omdat my beste vriendin nie hiernatoe kom nie! Ek is moeg dat my lewe beplan word vir my. Ek is moeg vir die bakleiery en die stryery, vir die hartseer.

Sodra ek dink dinge gaan nou beter, dan is daar weer 'n bom wat bars, en ek is die een wat sit en worry!

Ek wil net tjank, regtig.

My ander vriend dink ek skuif my vriendin eenkant toe, en laat haar wag terwyl ek sit en wag. Wel, weet jy wat, ek wens ek kon dit verander.

Maar dit is wie ek is....is dit verkeerd om vrede en liefde vir almal te wil he?

Hoeveel kos 'n eiland?


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Again

I'm soo sore!

And tired....


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Grateful and Thankful

These are two words that I don't use often enough. Especially the last few months. Its been hard with the RA, jip, I've been diagnosed with a severe case of Rheumatoid Arthritis. I've been carrying on about all the different levels of pain in my body, but I must say that the times I blogged about this, it felt like it was killing me slowly.

BUT...

I am grateful and thankful that I know now how to cope with it. What to do when I wanna die of the pain. Yes, there are days when I don't understand why it's happening. I want to say thank you to our Lord for helping me with this!

My family is good and healthy. My Oupa's check-up went well, my sister and her son is well, my Mom needs some support and help, to learn how to forgive and forget...but overall, I'm thankful and grateful that they are well and happy!

My BFF made a few decisions that is making her happy, and her test results was perfect. She is making plans and enjoying her job, so I'm grateful and thankful for that as well!

My far-away friend is back! I'm so grateful and thankful for that! I missed him, very much. He sounds tired, but happy. I thank God for him! I love our daily chats and the advise he gives me. The days where I feel worried or concerned, I can talk to him. I enjoy his company and I hope our friendship will go from strength to strength...

Then there is Ash's. I love going to the shop every day. Yes, there are slow days, days that I worry I'm not gonna make it. But then God comes and give me a good day! I'm thankful and grateful for the shop! For this new 'job', where I make the decisions, where I don't need anyone's permission to change something or do something.

Lord, thank you! Without You nothing is possible, and with You everything is possible. You show me that every day!

I am grateful and thankful!!


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Funny...

I woke up from an irritating dream. It was about books... That is all I can remember. Urgh, very frustrating!

Now I'm not tired and I can't seem to get back to sleep.

I wonder why I'm feeling like this? Very funny to wake up irritated...

To top it all off, now I have a headache, grrrrrr!

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