I think it's true...

I was reading some Joyce Meyer just now, and I think it's definitely something I can believe. It is also in the Bible, and I think with some good effort from my side, I can really change my life and circumstances.

She said: We become what we think

I'm starting with this now, not tomorrow!

I. Will. Be. Healed. By. My. Lord. Jesus!

Amen!



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What's happening in my life...

Its been a while again since I blogged, and I miss it. Every time I get 'into' it, something happens, or I must do this or that...

I really like my new job. Because I work on a farm, I start at 7am in the mornings, so when I stop there and get out of my car, it's fresh air and quiet that greets me. I think that's why I don't get as angry anymore, because no one peeks over my shoulder, it's quiet and laid back. Now that I know what's required of me, I want to change a few things for the better. I'm tired when I get home and not because I wished the day away.

Yes, there are a few things I can't stand! Like the flies! There are millions, because there's about 60000 chickens. Aparently it's better in the winter, let's hope so.

My RA is very bad. I cry myself awake at night, because I can't stand the pain. Its awful. Really. I think that's the main reason why I'm so tired all the time. These days the pain is just all over my body. Not in one place like it used to be. I'm really considering chemo therapy, because a lot of people did it, and their RA is gone. But it is something for the future.

Its been five months since my Mom moved into her cottage, and its going well. Yes, we do 'bump heads' now and again, but we resolve the issues. I feel more at ease with her here, and not alone in my gran's house. She belongs here, if you know what I mean?

My sis and her boy is doing well. He did so well today at the sport's day, so proud of him with his two wins! He is growing up so fast, wish he could stay our little boy for a while longer....It's off to big school next year...

Well, I'm off to bed, we've got an early start tomorrow. We are doing fishing with Oupa!

PS: one day soon I will blog about my friend, ok? Not today, I still don't know what to say...


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When you realise...

I've been hanging on to some hopes and dreams about things for a while now, and I realised that it was not meant to be.

I am disappointed, but no longer am I sad. That is the good thing! Thank You God for helping me and showing me, the truth.

Just irritated with myself for spending all that time and energy on it.

But that is how you grow and learn...all from your stupid mistakes.


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Back to work...

All I can say is, I'm tired, sjoe, can't believe that being back to work can be such a change in my life. Yes, I've been at home for three months, did not use my brain much, slept late, and did a lot in the evenings when everyone else went to bed. Now I'm first to be in bed!

I think I'm starting to enjoy my new job. I asked God for a job with a small company, and that's what I got! In total we are seven people, excluding the people in the factory. Thank You God for answering my prayers!

I work on an egg farm. Yes, a real farm with chickens, cows, sheep and some game. It's not peaceful I can assure you, I'm busy from 7 in the mornings until 4:30 in the afternoons, and like I said, I think I'm enjoying it.

From selling milk and then books, to selling eggs, jip, that's me now....

Thank You God for all the blessings!


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So...

I just went skinny dipping in our pool, and before anyone starts thinking I've got a spell of stupid, I want to add that it is still about 35 degrees here. That's what happens if you're too lazy to change from clothes, to bathing suit, to pajamas.

Well, I'm cooled off a bit at least...

On Tuesday I have an interview with FAW, they manufacture trucks apparently? The worst thing of all is, I don't know for what position it is, due to the fact that I've applied for plenty of jobs! Well, I'm sure I will find out?

I'm 'drooling' for some Coca Cola! With ice and a piece of lemon, aai, it will go down well!

So...that's my 'makes-no-sense' blog for this lovely Sunday....


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God's grace...

The only survivor of a shipwreck was washed up on a small, uninhabited island.

He prayed feverishly for God to rescue him. Every day he scanned the horizon for help, but none seemed forthcoming.

Exhausted, he eventually managed to build a little hut out of driftwood to protect himself from the elements, and to store his few possessions.
One day, after scavenging for food, he arrived home to find his little hut in flames, with smoke rolling up to the sky. He felt the worst had happened, and everything was lost. He was stunned with disbelief, grief, and anger. He cried out, "God! How could you do this to me?"

Early the next day, he was awakened by the sound of a ship approaching the island! It had come to rescue him! "How did you know I was here?" asked the weary man of his rescuers. "We saw your smoke signal," they replied.

The Moral of This Story : It's easy to get discouraged when things are going bad, but we shouldn't lose heart, because God is at work in our lives, even in the midst of our pain and suffering. Remember that the next time your little hut seems to be burning to the ground. It just may be a smoke signal that summons the Grace of God


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Job hunting...

Who could have thought that a person can become bored, being a stay-at-home woman? Can't call myself a housewife, now can I? But honestly? It's been nearly three months, and I'm not liking this no more...

Yes, I only started posting my CV a week or so ago, but it feels much longer. It is scary to think that I'm applying for work, at least 20 times a day! But nothing so far!






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