2014 and other things....

I need to blog more often. There is so much emotional things happening in my life at the moment and all I can think about is how I am thankful and fearful at the same time.

I have this amazing sister and mother and a fearless seven year old nephew. The three people in my life that is truly a gift from God. I love them so much and unconditionally. As you know by now I have RA and it is not much fun to have it. It is sore and uncomfortable and it makes me feel half scared and depressed most of the time. For example...it is sometimes too sore to turn my car's key or to get up from a chair. Then comes along my awesome family and they help me up from that chair or help me get in the pool or whatever without batting an eye. No questions asked. I want to say thank you and I love you all....I pray that God will fix me and that He will keep His loving arms wrapped around us.

2014 was a tough year. With our little boy starting school. My Mom going on pension. My sister being unhappy at work and the ex that keep on throwing us with curf balls... but all in all the year is ending on a positive note. Its ending with hope, love and expectation.

I believe 2015 is going to start off great and end even better. Because with God on our side who can be against us!

Im going to go into remission. My family is going to prosper and be happy and successful. We are going to go from strength to strength and we are going to be great, together....

Thank you God!

Long time...

I need to blog more. Because there are a lot of things I need to talk about, but there is no one to listen. People are busy with their lives, and that is how it should be. People have their own worlds that they live in and what is important for the one, is useless to the other.

Summer is here in full bloom. It is lovely to hear the birdsin the mornings, even before the sun showed its new promise of a nice warm day. It is time to shave the legs (hehehehehe) and to dig out the cooler clothes. I believe this season is going to be a new season in my life. Im going to get better. Even though my hands are all skew and disformed. Even though my pain is driving me half mad. I believe my God is going to touch me and heal me!

Here is to believing. To hope. To family...and to be more positive in a new season....

Decleration...

I saw something on facebook today and it got stuck in my head. It is something that can give me hope for a bright and prosperous future. So I thought it will be a good idea to post my own decleration on my blog, so I can come back to it when the going gets a bit tough...

I declare...
- that my faith in Jesus will grow
- that me and my loved ones will be safe and happy
- that unexpected blessings will come our way
- that my body will be healed
- that love will reign over us and that good things will come

There are still a few things that I want to declare, but for now these are the most important ones...

Thank you Jesus for showing me this today.. Thank You for being my Lord and Saviour!