Some things missing...

Tonight, is one of 'those' for me.

I'm so very tired, and I hope sleep can shake this 'missing' feeling.

It's all about my needs and wants and heart's desires and dreams...stupid huh?



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I enjoyed that...

Ok, yes, I did it.

I read the Fifty shades of Grey trilogy. And I loved it. It's funny how when the 'crazy' starts with something and I'm not the least bit interested in it, and then a few months down the line, I'm reading or watching whatever the hype is about.

Well, I enjoyed reading that!

Now I will have to get my butt in gear to start my orders for candlewicking! When I would much rather go book shopping. I miss my bookshop, I miss the smell and feel of it.

And the memories! There's so many :(



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Winnie the pooh saying...

Pigglet: Winnie, how do you spell: Love?
Winnie: Piglet, you don't spell LOVE, you feel it in your heart...

Who said we can't learn from kids's stories? Aai, so pretty :(


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Long time since I've been....

It's been ages since I blogged, and I miss it. Can't believe how much.

I'm busy all the time these days, it's a non-stop rush and a lot of things happening at the same time. I feel disorganized for the first time in years. There's so many things on my to-do list! If all goes well, I will hopefully start getting my life back on track again next week. Sjoe...

We are camping, and it's pouring with rain, not a lot of fun, but at least I'm not at home, ja? Hopefully we will wake up to sunny skies tomorrow.

I've been to visit my BFF at her new home in Cape town. It was good to see her again. It's a good feeling to know she is doing ok there, you know?

I'm reading the Fifty Shades trilogy. Wow! Never thought I will enjoy the books, but here I am, hooked. Can't stop reading them. But, I'm freezing, going to bed now..

Still miss you D....



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Tired, but not done yet...

It's been a crazy week, I'm tired and my body is aching so bad, I don't want to move. But at least the books and shelves are nearly set up, here at home. The shop is clean, and yes, now empty.

Ash's is officially closed. If you ask me how I feel? I don't know, but at this stage, relief, is the biggest feeling. I miss my customers/friends. That's the hard part! Tannie Nan, Mary, Leonie, Val and Vic and Tony. And so many more...but I need to move on.

Now it's time to make some decisions in my life. Some changes. I need to think of my future. I must start from scratch.

I'm officially bankrupt. Just great...

Thank You God that I still have a LOT to be thankful for!


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Things...

Aai man!

The pain is back in such a bad way, I can't even explain it! It's all over, and it hurts soo bad again tonight. That means no sleep...

Then there is the confusion!


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