No name

I don't like saying this, but I woke up with this terrible RA pain! Urgh! Its been a while since this happened.

The pain is constant, like its been simmering a while now.

I didn't want my blog to become a 'nag-page', but it seems like it did!

Lord, please show me the way? With my family, with Ash's and all the other 'no name' areas in my life? Please? Amen!


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To think about...

Oh Lord,

When I grow weary, please help me to remember, each and every day:

To count my blessings & not my crosses.
To count my gains & not my losses.
To count my laughs & not my tears.
To count my joys & not my fears.
To count my health & not my wealth.
And most of all - To count on GOD & not only myself!

Got this off FB, like usual. Today was one of those days, where I felt like everything went wrong. Woke up this morning, with a bad wound on my face, because I've done something stupid! Now, I hope it doesn't leave a scar? My Mom and Sister still did not make up, and I wish there was something I could do to fix this? I don't like it when people I care for, react this way, you know?

It seems like the construction at the shop is at a standstill again, that makes me worry, because its keeping customers away...

But? I know that everything will be ok....in God's perfect timing!


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Miss it...

I've been staying with an old lady since Monday. She is adorable, and the most unselfish person I know. She doesn't eat dinner, because the older people believe in having their 'dinner' at lunchtime, but every night since I got here, there was a cooked meal waiting for me. Tonight she insisted on rubbing ointment on my sore feet! I felt so very bad, but she says it makes her happy. So I bit my tongue and let her be.

But, yes there is a but.

I miss home. I miss open doors and windows. I miss doing my own thing when I get home. I miss standing in front of my cupboard, wondering what to wear. And I miss my sister, and the four year old!

Sjoe, I can't breathe in this house, I feel so closed up, if you know what I mean?

But its good to be able to help someone....


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Bones and things...

A lot of good things happened this week, so far. I got a rent-free month at the shop, and sales are looking good. It feels good not worrying where the rent will come from. I serve an Awesome God, and He is the only one to thank for that!

My BFF had a small accident with her bike, and I'm concerned, because I don't know if she is telling me how she really feels? I hope and pray that she will be well asap...it would have been nice to spend more time with her, while she's not feeling well.

I'm back to reading! It feels good to loose myself in a book for a change. I finished two in a week and a half, believe me, that's a record for me. Maybe its because both books kept me so intrigued?

I was just thinking...since we have 206 bones in our bodies, we should have more or less 103 joints, right? And I think that I have at least 32 joints in pain at the moment, ja, 32.
But, I must say that the pain of the smaller joints, is bearable, its the big ones that gets me down.

I can't sleep, and its so frustrating, because I'm tired. My eyes feel like sandpaper.

Lord, I want to thank You for everything! You are good to me and I praise and worship You! Please keep my family and friends safe? Please help those that needs You? Amen!


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