Diary-Blog 31/8

Urgh! I feel sick, my whole body is sore...test results still not back, but
the doc prescribed a potent antibiotic!

Maybe I'm just feeling sorry for myself...I don't know but this feeling
must go away soon...this flippen pain!

I had a goodbye dinner for my aunt, together with the family...food was
good. A very busy day at work, preparing for the audit tomorrow, etc.

Sorry, not in the mood to write anything else down...

I'm off to bed...

Life is short...

They say it takes a minute
To find a special person
An hour to appreciate them
A day to love them
But then an entire life
To forget them...

Diary-Blog 30/8

My day started off a bit crappy because I overslept...

Work was busy, except for a 25 year old temper-throwing-man, I had a good
day. It was busy, thank goodness for that...

I still miss him, I'm sure that will never go away, but remember, I miss
his friendship, most of all...

Then as we left the office, Felix was collecting a delivery from the
pharmacy, when she tripped and fell! Sorry!!! But I couldn't help myself!!
I laughed for the first time in a week! I could feel tears running down my
cheeks, that is how hard I laughed...shame! Her poor hands and knees are
scraped bad, but at least she laughed as well! Thank you Felix for that!
Even tho I know you are in pain...:(

Everything will work out! Everything!

My sister's car broke down today! Urgh! So she's using my car tomorrow
until they can fix hers, so no going out for lunch to go buy that Bible I
want...

I decided to do rehab twice a week from this week, so I'm off to do that...

A message for a friend...

For D...

Last night I received a message, a long awaited message.

I've been trying to figure out what happened, and when I decided it's time to ask God, I got it... even though it took a while.

Yes, I cried like a baby, Yes, I was heart broken, yes, yes yes... BUT...  I feel like a new person today, I'm at peace and I feel like me again!

I forgive you for everything!  EVERYTHING!  

I can understand what you went through these last couple of months, and I want to say that the things that happened was not only your fault.  I allowed it, and I forgive myself the mistakes of the past, and I forgive you!

I mean this from the bottom of my heart.  I understand, even though it took me a while to realize that.

With God all things are possible!  Everything will work out just fine....

I want to wish you all the happiness in the world!  Things will go better, because I know that you, mein freund, is on the right track!

I'm sure that one day we will look back at this experience, as something that had to happen, to open our hearts and eyes, because it will be something of the past, lessons learnt!

Hopefully we can be friends again in that future....  

I will be here...always!
Ihr freund

Out with the Old, in with the New...

I started this blog on a friend's request...

It became a place where I wrote down a whole lot of things, things that is
no longer applicable...but in a good way!

Today is the start of new things...